I am one of those people who love the new year. I love the idea of a new beginning, a fresh start. I love to think about the past year and look forward to all of the possibilities that a new year holds. I always take the time to write in my journal and reflect on what it is I want to accomplish in the year ahead. As I did that earlier today, I found myself reflecting a little too much on my failures this past year. There are so many areas of my life where I did not meet my own expectations and I'm sure God was hoping for much more from me. I found myself feeling frustrated and discouraged and more than a little overwhelmed.
I thought of this verse from Lamentations and I found comfort in the reminder that God is the God of second chances. He created new beginnings. His mercies and compassions are new every morning. Not just at the new year, but every morning I am given the chance to move forward and accept His grace. What a liberating thought! I am free from all of the shame, the guilt, the regret!! He gives me a new beginning. I don't know about you but that fills me with such joy and gratitude. I don't have to earn a new start; He already gave it to me.
I already wrote a very lengthy list of goals in my journal, but as I write this I have to say if there is just one thing I accomplish this year I hope it is this: I long to live each day to its fullest, free from my fears and regrets, and resting in the gracious, loving arms of my Savior. I hope the same for you.
Happy New Beginning!